MzKitty :unscripted:

5 things in my refrigerator:
1.beer
2.wine coolers
3.various salad dressings
4.milk
5.lettuce

5 things in my closet:
1. clothes.
2. shoes.
3. a cat (Zinny).
4. boxes
5. suitcase i think

5 things in my purse:
1. Wallet.
2. Keys.
3. makeup.
4. passcard for work
5. pennies.

5 things in my car:
1. car stereo
2. sun visor
3. sunglasses
4. a cd probably. the book is not where it should be tho
5. ummmmmmmm various crap
SIX people to get tagged!
Whoever… just do it. yeah. cuz you want to. yep. or don’t. whatever.

You know how this game works so……….. caption this picture!

 

Ask me to take a picture of any aspect of my life that you’re interested in/curious about - it can be anything from the house I live in to my favorite shoes. Leave your choice here as a comment, and I will reciprocate by taking the pictures and posting them as a blog entry.

 

This year, in October, Kris and I will be participating in San Diego’s Aids Walk 2006. Please help supporting me by clicking the following link and donating, even if it’s just a $1, every cent goes very far. This is my first year signing up and I am really hoping to raise as much money as I can. If you donate please know that it is VERY much appreciated. I’m not sure what I will be able to do in return but do know that I will do something! Thanks in advance.

Aids Walk 2006

 

A year ago? I’ve been thinking about this a lot. June is going to be a bit of a reflective month for me. A year ago, I was still living in Georgia, in a relationship that wasn’t going anywhere,but yet also in the beginning of a new journey with Kris, preparing to fly to California to spend some time with her, to finally take the relationship we had started from the internet, to actual LIFE,finishing up finals, stressing over finals and the fear of failure,anxious to spend some time at home with my family,trying to figure out how exactly, I was going to finally end the relationship that had died a long time ago,and figure out how to not make the same mistakes in the one I actually WANTED to work out,getting nervous,freaking out,hoping like hell that Kris would like me the same offline as she did online. Ugh getting uber uber uber sick at my mom’s house,but doing whatever I could to keep connected to Kris, talking to her til like 5am every day,suddenly seeing my life being ripped apart before my own eyes,sure that I had indeed lost the one thing I truly wanted,making the big decision to leave everything behind and come to live with my Love,and start a new life together,spending the night in an airport by myself, still sick as hell,miserable,nervous,excited,sad,anxious,tired soooooooooooo many emotions went on during the month of June. Now here we are a year later…and I am happy,and HOME! Sometimes I am sad because this is the longest I’ve ever not talked to my mom. But also I have to deal with it because I chose this life,knowing the conciquences,it still sucks but at the same time,I am more alive now than I was before. And maybe one day she will see deep inside why I did the things I did, and swallow her anger,and maybe I won’t have lost her at all….But for now I continue to reflect and I feel happy and proud of the choices I made, regardless! Sometimes you have to take a huge leap into the unknown whether it turns out to be a mistake or the best decision ever made, I spent too many years living the way others wanted me to, I dont do that anymore,I have to take care of myself, in the end who else will? Sure we hope our loved ones will catch us when we fall, support us unconditionally, but when it comes down to it, you have to cling to yourself for everything. And then you can truly feel like you are living. Yep!